My life is Simple

My life is simple but not simple as a piece of cake. Yes, of course every people have their own challenges and obstacles that they have to face alone, same with me too. The problem that happened will gives me a lot of strength and become a stronger person to handle it independently. My parents always gives me advice and support, and until now I am still holding their words to take care of myself when staying in others country. My mother always give support to me during I am not believed in myself and when my spirit was down, she would said, don`t be sad, don`t be afraid, indeed Allah is always be with us. Every day, I am doing my job or saying my word not to show off to others or hurting people around me, but it is enough as long as I work hard to be what I am hoped for which is to be a success person in world and eternity.

Loves Chocolate

I really like to eat chocolate, but certain chocolate I didn`t eat because I am aware with its content. Today, after buy a food for lunch, I went to the shop to buy a chocolate that I wished for a long time. For me, eats chocolate addict me a lot because when I get lazy, sleepy or stress, I would eat chocolate. Chocolate makes me feel happy and energetic to start my day. Some people would says that eating chocolate will make us become fat and big but I am sure that if we could control to eat chocolate with the small quantity, maybe we can maintain it. As long as we are happy, maybe that should not be a obstacle for us not to eat chocolate.

Failure or Successful

In life, we always have been given a choice to decide whether we choose wrong or right path to determine our live. For example, if we choose to be a bad person, of course we can be like that but we could not feel satisfied with our lived. Something that we should not forget is a teenagers like us always feel alone and having empty heart. This is happened because maybe we do not appreciated what have been given to us and we do not cared about the people around us, we lived in our world that could be dangerous too. So, what we have been decided or chosen could bring us whether we wanted to be a failure or successful person.

Life Journey

As a student, our work must always have to study, study and study in everyday life but we didn`t realized that except study we have interesting activities to play like sports, entertainment, vacation and others. Sometimes, we feel bored with study because of we could not enjoyed the situation during study and we are very chosen about the study. If we are interest with some subject, so we could get along with it. But, if we feel like a few subject like a burden for us, I believed that we could not understand it forever, either we study or not, maybe it is because of the examination. We feel worry about the examination, so we study very hard to capable during answer it, then after we get the result we could not remember what we are  study before this. That why, I am said before this which is we should have fun during study periods, maybe we can listen to the video or watch YouTube about the subject or anything else that will make us to understand better.

Presentation Day makes me....

I have two presentations waiting after the holiday and I should be prepared early before the due date.  I know that situation makes me become uncomfortable because actually I am the type of person who is nervous to talk in front of others. The ways to handle my nervous is only prepared well and talk in front of mirror. Maybe it is true that some people believed that practice makes perfect. Today, my work is only focused to prepared myself coped with this presentation after make an assignment that my lecturer wanted this week. So, I hoped that I will present confidently and makes other understands through what I am saying to them. 

Interview

There is a lot of problems that we should handle by ourselves when we were started to do interview. My friends and I were trying very hard to find somebody who is willing to make an interview. Although, it takes a short time to do an interview because we should be able to send our work in week 12 but the experiences and knowledge that we get could not be changed by time. It is very sweet memory and we are enjoyed to do it as one group. The person who is willing to take the interview session with us is a dentist from Selangor. She is a very kind person. A journey from Tanjung Malim to Selangor takes time for about 3 hours. We went there by train. During journey to reach there, we have to faced many challenge experiences such as when we are in the train, we met a drunk person in a female koc. That time, we`re really scared if he would do anything that will harm us. We feel strange that how could he entered the train if he is drunk. That question plays in our mind after he went out in the train that night. After reached at our house, we feel so relieved and thanked to Allah that we are all safe. Alhamdullilah.

Done!!

Oh, I feel so relieved after I have finished two midterm today. Means that there is no longer midterm again. So, I must study for the final exam that will coming soon. Last night, I sleep late at midnight because I feel very worried about the midterm. I feel that I am not ready yet to take the midterm although I have studied for the whole chapter and make a revision. I always remember what was my mother have told me that the first things is we should always put the higher effort before thinking the result, from that we could feel the satisfied which is we have done it and tried to be a success person. As long as we tried our best, God will helped us and we should make it as a lesson if we don`t get what we wanted, maybe there is a wisdom through all of this that will make us become a stronger person. 

Wish Me Luck

Today is my birthday, I didn`t celebrated because we do not have much time when we should faced the midterm. So, nothing special about it. But I am really wanted to say thankful to my family and friends for wishing me luck. I hoped that I would be success not only in this world but in the eternity too.  Thanks a lot!

Sad story

I like to watch sad story especially movies. Today, it is no doubted that I watch movies again before I go to the class this morning. I just wanted to entertain myself by watching it because I didn`t have a mood. It is too good for me if I watched the movies that contain the good lesson for me to apply it into my lives. For example, the story about mother and her childrens, the sacrifice of parents, the splitting of true love, the spirit of disability people and the others. So, maybe it will teach me how to be a person who is grateful. I would started my lives with more spirit, cheerful and happy too.

Pen-pals

Friends is important for me because I can shared many things when I am happy or sad. They will give advices and always stay by my side when I need them. Recently, many teenagers having bad attitude because they were not good in chosen a suitable friends because friends plays a role in teenagers life after their parents. That does not means that all of my friends having good attitude because I am the ones who can determine whether I wanted to take something good or bad to apply it into my lives. As I said before, friends will bring a huge influence in our lives, so it is better if we just choose a good friends to shared anything involve about ourselves. Trusted is the key for a friends to maintain their relationship. But, we can give our best advices to the other friends who has bad attitude because we does not know they will change someday and maybe they will be more good than us. I believe with my friends but sometimes we should be a secretive person. I wanted to wish all of my friends, thanks a lot.

Presentation

The classes begin at 8a.m usually. Last three week ago, my friends and I have been given a task about a subject related to the teenagers. At the first time, we were very shocked but on the same time we can learn about how to be a confident people because during our presentation, we must prepared whether in mentally or in physically. I feel very nervous and anxiety during the time before the lecturer entered. Fortunately, our lecturer cancelled the class today because having an emergency cases after have been told by our head. Oh, I feel really ease. So, I go to the library to borrow an exercise book for revision and having a breakfast before returned to the hostel.

Busy Day

Today is the busy day for me. I didn`t like to do work if I am in rushing condition because I could not think very well such as I will not pay attention during learning process and make me feel uncomfortable. Today my schedule attended the class is full and pack, so I must divide the time efficiently. Besides that, after I having a test yesterday I feel like giving up because there is the problem that I am in confuse to solve about but I have tried the best. I didn`t have mood to study but I should be strong and patient as a student. Looks like I need to study again. I know that if I continue to blame myself after that exam, maybe my spirit will lose too. So, I must stand again from the bottom that I started to study that complicated chapter again. 

Raining day

The clouds look dark outside a window and I can feel in just a minute there will be rain. I was running at the corridor to lift all of my clothes that have been washed since yesterday. I was lucky that my clothes have dried. This weather make me feel like I wanted to go to sleep and I think that it is okay if I just go to take a nap in 30 minutes. Before this, I just clean house and buy food for lunch. Then, I will wake up to finish my assignment and make revision until late at night.

Work, work and work!!

Today, what I am doing for the whole day is stay in front of my beloved laptop. Although, my eyes felt uncomfortable and tired but I am still doing this routine. There is a lot of work that I should do for subject in this semester, and it is a bit heavy too. I don`t cared as long as my work will finished early, I will not stopped from stay away from my laptop. I don`t like that work to be a burden to me because I will put myself into stress because thinking of that unfinished work. In the evening, I am relieve because some of my work have been finished but the other works still need to be practice more because of the discussion or a presentation. I could not do it alone because the team work is important which is the way to make our group understand well.

Life is a journey

As a student, I had a simple life. Today, I get up early from bed and take a bath as usual. Last night, I sleep well and very late at night because I need to prepare for the Mid-Term of Numerical Method which one of the subject major that I took this semester. Then, I must finish a few things about my assignment that should be sent this week. After that, I have checked an exercise in the book and should be done after tomorrow morning. This morning, I still exhausted to do work, so I took some physical exercise to keep my body fit and fresh and it becomes advantageous for me while take fresh morning air. I could study well with more spirited. I felt hungry and go to buy food for lunch and play games to have a fun. I proceed study again. This is about my daily life as student and that schedule would be changes for other time.

Postponed work

I liked doing last minute work, although I felt difficult and hard but sometimes make me think what is wrong with my schedule. Maybe, it is a lesson for me not to repeat the mistake again and I always doing it and it was too bad that I could not stopped it. Actually, it is has being my habits too. I keep postponed the work that have been given to me, but for all the time I managed to finished that work and I would spent the whole one night without sleep after I am done. I really hate it and I believed the next day will be a bed time for me to sleep. I tried my best to stopped this way of habits. And maybe it would be challenging for me.    

Sweet Day

When the Deepavali`s day nearer, I am the ones who is excited because I would get holiday for a week. I really wanted going back home because I missed my beloved family a lot. I have book an ticket for two ways whether in return or went back. However, the ticket`s price is expensive, but I must bought the ticket before sold out. So, I decided to buy it a week earlier and I didn`t have to worry about the ticket again. Unfortunately, two days after I bought the ticket, I have a summer camping for two days during the holiday time. This camping is also important because I can get more knowledge and understand better about how to survive in this teenager age if I joined it. After thinking for a few days and tried making solutions for this problem, so finally I decided went back home. This is because my ticket could not been returned back anymore and a day after I went back home, my parents celebrated the open house. When I am at home, I felt happy because I could met all of my family. Then, I shared experiences about my life in university during family gathering and they gave their advices for me too. I also helped as much as I could when open house was arranged next day.  Many people were attended to my house and I felt very tired after the event finished that night. That was the sweet memories and I would not forget before or after I getting on holiday.

Mid-Term

I felt scared when I listen to this word which is Mid-Term. Maybe, it just because lack of the preparation of certain subject that I could not finished study yet. My spirit has lost everywhere and I have to get that strength again. After my result in semester 2 was not satisfied me as I get when I was semester 1, I have decided that there is no time to play around if I wanted to chase the pointer that I have been aim since semester 1. Moreover, all of the time I was remember myself that I am doing something not only to find a knowledge and applied it to other things but it was depends of my intentions or visions, that was my goal and I have to through adventures journey, many obstacles to faced it. All of that have been destined by God and as a human, I should put efforts to be successful in live to contribute for country, family, studies, lives, culture and religion. Now, I was semester 3 student who were tried to find the true way and experiences to be a new person which is confident, brave, mature, excellent, and other positive things that will focused in my mind. So that, I would appreciated what life is about and understand through time. There is no people will help me if I didn`t do it for myself to stand again and let bygones be bygones. I will take it as a lesson and medium for me to success in whatever I do in live.

Need guidance

After having classes and lecture for the whole day, I return to the hostel. My faced seems pale, sad, confuse, full of question and most important is I am very tired. Maybe, I need a rest. Or maybe I didn`t satisfied with my studying today and I think that there were something wrong. Actually, I didn`t understand what have been teaching by our lecturer and I need to get more focused in revision. But, I still busy with other group project. So, I decided to get an opinion and asked my friend who has proficiency about the complicated subject. I am lucky after getting discussion for a long period of time, I could understand better. Then, I planned to continue with the group project and relieve that our project have been done on time. So, I didn`t have to worry again.

Assignment Again

I am a bit busy lately because I have a lot of work to do, so I have no time to play around. I think that maybe I would be busy for a few weeks. Assignments that have given to me must finished earlier because the preparation for presentation usually takes time. I must be ready to present when my professor asked me to do it, that why confident is important for me. I know assignments are not enough for students to increase their performance or skill in every fields they are taken. There are many challenges for every students to faced their journey in order to get the best quality person and produces skilful workers in future for this country too. For example, after when back from class, I need to make a revision to understands the subject better because I know if I just leave what I have learned, I am sure that I do not remember the topic again. As a student, there are many works that have been waiting for me such as quizzes, discussions and others to improved my knowledge about many things. So, I am determined that I should be able to do it. 

Friends Gathering (2/10/11)

During weekend, my friends and I decided to go to the Proton City Lake to make a gathering after long time not see each others for 4 months ago. We missed a lot a time when we have before this, it is a memories for us. So, after discussion, we choose Proton City as the place. I went there by a friend`s car. I was really excited to go there because before this I have no chances to go there. Maybe for me, it is hard to get a transport, there is no bus went there and also last semester I am a bit busy. When I reached at Proton City Lake, I felt very shocked and proud of the scenery, it is show me Allah is Greatness. I saw an enormous of blue sky, a lake, a colourful of rainbow, a huge mountain and others. That make me feel so small and that place is very fantastic, wonderful. My heart felt very calming and it is hard for me to describe it with words, the natural beauty of nature attracted me, it is nice look. At least, all the stress or tensions that I got when I always studied would be lightens and have gone. We were talking too much until we do not realize that time is running faster. It is time for us to go back to the hostel. For sure, I would always remember that sweet memories. All the way back, I kept smiling and it is hard for me to forget it. I am really thankful to God and we must be grateful too because we could see this nature without any development yet. One things which is important for me is I have my confident and my energy back.

Missed Someone a Lot

I feel miserable lately. It happened maybe I am not focused for what I am doing. I think that I must find what I am losing for, and I should increase my spirit again. There is no solution for this except I called my mother and asked for her advices. She is always being in my side and for sure she is my idol, she inspired me a lot. I should remember the reason I reached and stayed here is just for studied and continued until I get what I wanted in life. That is only my chances to make my ambition to be reality. I know every people in life have their own problems, there is no turning point except we could changed it by ourselves. Without the problems, maybe we do not being strong and firm as who we are now. Thus, I should always be a happy girl and have courage to through any obstacles in my life. There is a way out as long as I put a strongly effort and sincere in doing whatever in life, I am sure God will help me. Where is a will, there is a way.

Enjoyed Shopping Moments

Today is my luck because I got free time to go for the shopping with my friends. Actually, today is a public holiday. Shopping is one of my hobby including I like hanging out with my friends. I can release my tension through shopping, I can buy anything that I like especially clothes because I am addicted to have many kind of clothes. I do not cared about the price whether it is cheap or expensive, as long as I eager to have that clothes, so I will get it depends on my budgets too. We decided to go shopping at the Pekan only. My friend always tell me there is many beautiful clothes that we can buy at Tanjung Malim which suitable for teenager like us. So, I go there to make sure that what she tell me is true. After I get two pairs of clothes, so I asked my friends went back hostel because I am really tired walking around this Pekan Tanjung Malim. If I could not tired maybe I would not hesitated to buy and find clothes again because there is a lot of wonderful clothes here. 

Watching the Movie

I have no class this Tuesday. Since yesterday, the cloud seems overcast and cool. I feel like  I wanted to continue my sleep again but thinking that today is my turn to clean the house, so I must get up early. After I`m satisfied with my job, then I go to the café to buy food for lunch. I was bored, I think surfing an internet is good too. I am looking for the new popular movies and songs but the internet wireless connection is very slow, so I decided to watch the movie in my laptop. I like to watch the scarier movie, so I choose ‘Karak’. Although, I feel fear but in the same time I feel excited because when I`m watching scary movie, I can increase my bravery. After finished, I go to sleep to take a rest for a short time. Then, I looked the numerical method notes which I could not really understand. So, I should asked my friend before my head get dizzy. At night, I continued reading novel story. The way of this story make me feel very sad and end with the happy ending. I like to read romantic story like this. After finished reading late at night, I go to sleep.

oh! My Clock

Today I wake up very late because my clock didn`t sound  clearly. I supposed the clock is damaged and for sure I must buy a new one. So, maybe after this I should use my phone clock for the time being. Although, I`m late but I must go to the class. I feel relieved because the lecturer is not entered the class yet. I started my classes today as usual till afternoon. Then, I went back to my hostel to take a rest. In the evening, I go to the stationery shop to buy a pen and print something important for me. Coincidentally, I met my friends at the restaurant, so I talked with them while order food to eat. Before dusk, we went back home. At night, I made some revision that have been teach by professor today. I could not understand if I don`t make exercise to test how much I understand that subject. Then, I read note and slides that I upload from Myguru just now. Before midnight, I go to sleep because my eyes could not stand anymore. Goodnight everyone.   

My Roomate

This weekend day, I preferred stay at home with my roommate, I called her as Raja. She took semester 5 which is take course of Science. She is same country with me, from Kelantan too. Besides that, she is friendly and kind friend. We always shared many things together. I also took time to read love story novel. I like that much too, that is my hobby during my free time. Then, when I`m bored doing nothing, my work today is sleep. Before lunch hour, my friends asked me to join them to buy food. So, from I`m wasting all my time with sleep, it is better if I followed them. At least, I could relax my mind walking around with my friends to see natural beauty of nature. At 2.00 p.m, my senior invited me to go to her house in front of the campus because she said that she celebrate the Eid Day. She has prepared a lot of foods like satay, curry noodles, fresh oranges and others. So, I`m enjoyed to eat that meals. After I helped her tidying her house, I went back home safely and tomorrow I should attend my class at 8.00 a.m.

Fresh Air Today

It is brighter and shining day, I feel so awesome and I hoped that my clothes will dry because the rain fall greatly and the cloud look dark since two days ago. Actually, I have a co-curriculum class today but it was cancel last minute, so I would just stayed at home. Besides that, I have a plenty work to do when my lecturer asked my friends and I to do some homework. So, before I wasted my time with unbeneficial things such as surfing internet to find movies, it is better if I could discussed with my friends about the homework. After finished our homework, we went to the outside to take the fresh air. I could feel that is so relieved and we have our conversation about many things together until late in the evening. Then, we went back to our house after we realized that the cloud would getting dark soon.  

Went to Pekan

Today is Friday and it is Malaysia Day, I am glad to celebrate this day and I am proud to be citizen in this country. I wake up early in the morning because I should attend the meeting for my course, Science (Mathematics). I must tidy my room and my house first before I attended the meeting. Besides that today, I have a lot of work to do such as wash clothes, wash toilet, iron the clothes and others. At 10 o`clock, I am ready to go to the campus at Bitarasiswa which is the meeting was held there. After the meeting, my friends asked me to join them go to the town at Pekan. So, I joined them because I also wanted to buy things that I need. I went back to the college in the evening. I am enjoyed and feel happy too because at least I could release tension by hanging out with my friends. At night, I feel tired, so I slept early.

life journey as a student this semester...

Today is a beautiful day and this morning is really hot. I could feel the hot air make me getting sweat. Then, I looked my timetable which I feel that today is a bit busy. There are three major subject that I should pay attention, if I`m not I will left behind and that is the most I`m scared about because I could not answer the question if this happened to me. This semester I must work harder than before like people said, practice make perfect and study smart but not study hard. I studied as usual and in the evening after finished my class, it was raining. So, I took the bus went back to my college. Tomorrow will never die.