Life is a journey

As a student, I had a simple life. Today, I get up early from bed and take a bath as usual. Last night, I sleep well and very late at night because I need to prepare for the Mid-Term of Numerical Method which one of the subject major that I took this semester. Then, I must finish a few things about my assignment that should be sent this week. After that, I have checked an exercise in the book and should be done after tomorrow morning. This morning, I still exhausted to do work, so I took some physical exercise to keep my body fit and fresh and it becomes advantageous for me while take fresh morning air. I could study well with more spirited. I felt hungry and go to buy food for lunch and play games to have a fun. I proceed study again. This is about my daily life as student and that schedule would be changes for other time.

Postponed work

I liked doing last minute work, although I felt difficult and hard but sometimes make me think what is wrong with my schedule. Maybe, it is a lesson for me not to repeat the mistake again and I always doing it and it was too bad that I could not stopped it. Actually, it is has being my habits too. I keep postponed the work that have been given to me, but for all the time I managed to finished that work and I would spent the whole one night without sleep after I am done. I really hate it and I believed the next day will be a bed time for me to sleep. I tried my best to stopped this way of habits. And maybe it would be challenging for me.    

Sweet Day

When the Deepavali`s day nearer, I am the ones who is excited because I would get holiday for a week. I really wanted going back home because I missed my beloved family a lot. I have book an ticket for two ways whether in return or went back. However, the ticket`s price is expensive, but I must bought the ticket before sold out. So, I decided to buy it a week earlier and I didn`t have to worry about the ticket again. Unfortunately, two days after I bought the ticket, I have a summer camping for two days during the holiday time. This camping is also important because I can get more knowledge and understand better about how to survive in this teenager age if I joined it. After thinking for a few days and tried making solutions for this problem, so finally I decided went back home. This is because my ticket could not been returned back anymore and a day after I went back home, my parents celebrated the open house. When I am at home, I felt happy because I could met all of my family. Then, I shared experiences about my life in university during family gathering and they gave their advices for me too. I also helped as much as I could when open house was arranged next day.  Many people were attended to my house and I felt very tired after the event finished that night. That was the sweet memories and I would not forget before or after I getting on holiday.

Mid-Term

I felt scared when I listen to this word which is Mid-Term. Maybe, it just because lack of the preparation of certain subject that I could not finished study yet. My spirit has lost everywhere and I have to get that strength again. After my result in semester 2 was not satisfied me as I get when I was semester 1, I have decided that there is no time to play around if I wanted to chase the pointer that I have been aim since semester 1. Moreover, all of the time I was remember myself that I am doing something not only to find a knowledge and applied it to other things but it was depends of my intentions or visions, that was my goal and I have to through adventures journey, many obstacles to faced it. All of that have been destined by God and as a human, I should put efforts to be successful in live to contribute for country, family, studies, lives, culture and religion. Now, I was semester 3 student who were tried to find the true way and experiences to be a new person which is confident, brave, mature, excellent, and other positive things that will focused in my mind. So that, I would appreciated what life is about and understand through time. There is no people will help me if I didn`t do it for myself to stand again and let bygones be bygones. I will take it as a lesson and medium for me to success in whatever I do in live.

Need guidance

After having classes and lecture for the whole day, I return to the hostel. My faced seems pale, sad, confuse, full of question and most important is I am very tired. Maybe, I need a rest. Or maybe I didn`t satisfied with my studying today and I think that there were something wrong. Actually, I didn`t understand what have been teaching by our lecturer and I need to get more focused in revision. But, I still busy with other group project. So, I decided to get an opinion and asked my friend who has proficiency about the complicated subject. I am lucky after getting discussion for a long period of time, I could understand better. Then, I planned to continue with the group project and relieve that our project have been done on time. So, I didn`t have to worry again.

Assignment Again

I am a bit busy lately because I have a lot of work to do, so I have no time to play around. I think that maybe I would be busy for a few weeks. Assignments that have given to me must finished earlier because the preparation for presentation usually takes time. I must be ready to present when my professor asked me to do it, that why confident is important for me. I know assignments are not enough for students to increase their performance or skill in every fields they are taken. There are many challenges for every students to faced their journey in order to get the best quality person and produces skilful workers in future for this country too. For example, after when back from class, I need to make a revision to understands the subject better because I know if I just leave what I have learned, I am sure that I do not remember the topic again. As a student, there are many works that have been waiting for me such as quizzes, discussions and others to improved my knowledge about many things. So, I am determined that I should be able to do it. 

Friends Gathering (2/10/11)

During weekend, my friends and I decided to go to the Proton City Lake to make a gathering after long time not see each others for 4 months ago. We missed a lot a time when we have before this, it is a memories for us. So, after discussion, we choose Proton City as the place. I went there by a friend`s car. I was really excited to go there because before this I have no chances to go there. Maybe for me, it is hard to get a transport, there is no bus went there and also last semester I am a bit busy. When I reached at Proton City Lake, I felt very shocked and proud of the scenery, it is show me Allah is Greatness. I saw an enormous of blue sky, a lake, a colourful of rainbow, a huge mountain and others. That make me feel so small and that place is very fantastic, wonderful. My heart felt very calming and it is hard for me to describe it with words, the natural beauty of nature attracted me, it is nice look. At least, all the stress or tensions that I got when I always studied would be lightens and have gone. We were talking too much until we do not realize that time is running faster. It is time for us to go back to the hostel. For sure, I would always remember that sweet memories. All the way back, I kept smiling and it is hard for me to forget it. I am really thankful to God and we must be grateful too because we could see this nature without any development yet. One things which is important for me is I have my confident and my energy back.

Missed Someone a Lot

I feel miserable lately. It happened maybe I am not focused for what I am doing. I think that I must find what I am losing for, and I should increase my spirit again. There is no solution for this except I called my mother and asked for her advices. She is always being in my side and for sure she is my idol, she inspired me a lot. I should remember the reason I reached and stayed here is just for studied and continued until I get what I wanted in life. That is only my chances to make my ambition to be reality. I know every people in life have their own problems, there is no turning point except we could changed it by ourselves. Without the problems, maybe we do not being strong and firm as who we are now. Thus, I should always be a happy girl and have courage to through any obstacles in my life. There is a way out as long as I put a strongly effort and sincere in doing whatever in life, I am sure God will help me. Where is a will, there is a way.